Posted by pegasus on June 1, 2004, at 13:09:13
In reply to Re: T is not pleased with me, posted by cubic_me on June 1, 2004, at 6:35:09
Thanks cubic, for the encouragement. That's what I think too. It's just disturbing that he doesn't think I'm doing the right thing, or not doing it the right way.
I sent him a testy, short reply yesterday. Then reread his email, and sent him a short apology for being so snappish. I think he's probably trying to be helpful, rather than meaning to admonish me. Email can be tricky wrt getting the tone right.
I think he might have some of his own issues tied up in it, because he did abandon me in the middle of my therapy. I'm sure he'd prefer to see me off and running with a new therapist, so he could feel that he didn't mess me up too much, and know that I'm ok. But, truth is, I do feel a bit messed up about this still.
Maybe I did ditch my new T because I was subconsciously afraid of getting attached like I did with him. All I know is that I didn't like her, and wasn't comfortable with her, and when we'd talk about these things, I felt even more concerned. When I started skipping sessions because I just didn't want to deal with her, I figured it was time to look for another solution.
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