Posted by terrics on May 23, 2004, at 11:11:17
I'd like to know about others issues with abandonment. Mine are so strong I am sure they are out of line. I am so afraid this new T. will dump me that my whole body is shaking. I am not very exciting for a borderline, and I'm sure that because she is doing DBT she wants true borderlines for pts. I don't drink, drug, scream [since I am on lithium] or manipulate. I am modest[my clothes i mean] and quiet. I taught myself alot when I was dxd and realized how awful I was. I used to scream and was distructive. I do cut and she seems mad about that. I do not talk about it unless she brings it up. I took some klonopin cause I made myself crazy over thinking I will be dumped. terrics
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