Posted by Ilene on May 3, 2004, at 23:03:29
In reply to Re: disturbing confession ****likely trigger, posted by crushedout on May 3, 2004, at 22:33:16
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> Thank you all for your concern and for not finding me disgusting. I really kind of wished I hadn't posted that. I feel stupid. But you're all very nice.
>It's okay to feel stupid.
> I feel guilty also for worrying you all. I'm really fine. Just twisted and evil.
>Twisted? I think everyone is a little twisted. But evil? Evil is when you injure other people, not yourself.
> I know I should tell my T but I'm afraid she will fire me. Or just get mad. Or it'll screw stuff up somehow. Also, I have so many other things I need to talk to her about (like working through the transference, needing another session). But I see her tomorrow morning. I'll try to at least do *something* productive with the session. I know I should tell her. I'm scared.
I don't know much about your T. Has she said she will terminate you if you continue to SI? Does she get mad at you about it?You're right, you should tell her. It's pretty important. You told us, you can tell her. I think it's bothering you a lot and you will feel better if you tell her, even though it's scary.
Take care of yourself, and have a good session.
poster:Ilene
thread:341578
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