Posted by crushedout on April 22, 2004, at 23:35:40
In reply to Re: I told Ellen about the consultation today » fallsfall, posted by crushedout on April 22, 2004, at 22:59:30
I really needed that consultation, and it was helpful, but it only felt like a beginning. I really wanted to see that woman again and talk more about how I should handle this. I really sort of feel like I may ultimately decide to stay with Ellen, but I need help on committing to that and figuring out how best to make it work.
Now I feel trapped again and I SI'd for the first time in three weeks. I don't think it's a coincidence. I do it when I feel there's no escape. It's a cry for help.
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