Posted by DaisyM on April 10, 2004, at 15:28:05
In reply to Re: Flight into Health - update, posted by gardenergirl on April 10, 2004, at 10:27:50
GG,
I didn't make you question your own good mood...and I'm really sorry it has eeked away. You are right, darn work environment!
I think what you said makes sense, about taking a break but keeping in mind what perhaps precipitated this. It is so strange, like someone flipped a switch and turned off all that was going on. I have such a complicated life maybe the demands on my time have a lot to do with how much I feel. I've been super busy, on purpose, so I have less time to "think." I crashed hard Thursday night, but was right back up again by Friday.
There have been these ebbs and flows before, but not like this, not these extreme swings. I should also confess that it took a really really long time for me to let the other parts of me out in therapy so I'm pretty sure that part of his concern is that the longer I keep them quiet, the harder it will be to ever let them out again.
I'm sure we will discuss all this again on Monday so I'll let you know what he says. He has a way of getting around my defenses so maybe this is just my unconscious being even sneakier. Is that possible? Because it is easier to fight for a good mood than a rotten one.
poster:DaisyM
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