Posted by Pandabear on April 4, 2004, at 16:32:22
In reply to Re: Scared to death » Pandabear, posted by fallsfall on April 3, 2004, at 22:34:39
My therapist has never said anything to me about being hospitalized. It was just something I was thinking about when I saw how unhappy they were with me..and they keep saying how unstable I am...yet I dont see it like they do. I need to talk to her to tell her what im scared about but that is difficult for me to do as well.
The problem with my anger and me is that when my buttons have been pushed to the limit, I explode. There is no telling how I would react in front of them because I consider them my "mom" and the way i react with my mom was not good. I would hate to show myself that way to them. Im not violent but I am hard to handle. Yet I feel that they want to see this. My concern was that if I do explode they might read more into that then necessary and that is when they could put me in the hospital...that was my concern...I agree that the hospital stays are a good thing..its just scary...hopefully they will never have to go that route....thanks for replying... :)
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