Posted by emmaley on March 26, 2004, at 19:04:17
So, I just came back from therapy. I brought a letter with me today, revealing some parts of myself more in-depth. We first talked about how I couldn't decide if I wanted to share the letter with him, and if I did want to, I was wondering if I should just read it to him or have him read it.....lalalala, the usual. When you can't talk about what you want to talk about, you talk about the thoughts around not wanting to talk about it to get started. The usual. It worked. He read the letter.
Then, this is the part where I am a little*%^&*#$&*. After reading the letter and making a few comments about it, he asked me, "What do you want to tell me? What do you want to divulge?"
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!
Didn't I just divulge a whole bunch of stuff?
Good lord, what does it take for him to get it? I mean, three pages of a letter, what more leads does he want? I can't believe it, and I went along with it, too, since sometimes I am not so fast, and I do tend to defer to those that I care about. So, we sat there; I was trying my hardest to come up with new things, when in fact I didn't have anything new. I wrote out everything on my mind in the letter. God damn it. What the hell? @#$*&^%#@^%*&^@#&$^*&^@*#&^$.
I left him message after I got home, since I realized what made me feel frustrated. Good God. Therapy. AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!
What the hell is going on?
Does it make sense to you that I am ticked off by his question? Do you think it's reasonable?
WWWWAAAAAAAAHHHHH! (Defeated. I am going to go make ice tea.)
poster:emmaley
thread:328852
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