Posted by DaisyM on March 19, 2004, at 13:29:42
In reply to Re: Can't Stop Crying » DaisyM, posted by Raindancer on March 19, 2004, at 6:19:07
I think I'll take your rain...the sunshine seems out of place today. Someone I work with in our community was killed in a car wreck yesterday, and we found out last night. She was an amazing woman and only 40. My staff looks to me to be strong, together and philosophical at times like these and so far I've held everyone together. I walked in on a group cry this morning and was able to gently get everyone moving back towards their jobs before the kids arrived.
However, at this moment, I am locked in my office trying not to fall apart and not call my Therapist. I have to believe that I have the inner-strength to endure these curve balls of life on my own...at least I use to.
This rocks me in so many ways. Part of my struggle is finding out who I am, what I was really meant to be doing and what drives me to do what I am currently doing. I always want to believe that I have plenty of time to work through this stuff but perhaps my friend's death highlights that age old wisdom of living every moment and not waiting for the future to make it all better.
*sigh* Sorry...this all just came pouring out. I really meant to be supportive of you, not dump out my stuff. I'd delete but that doesn't seem right somehow. So, please don't worry, I am fine, and we will both get through the challenges in our path. We just have to keep helping each other.
Daisy
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