Posted by Camille Dumont on February 25, 2004, at 9:23:43
In reply to What issues are you holding back from your T?, posted by tinydancer on February 25, 2004, at 6:07:05
Well, my psychologist is female so ... attraction feelings are not an issue.
However, there are many things I just can't seem to get myself to tell her ... mainly related to my AVPD traits ... I've never been able to admit how strong and pervasive the distorted thinking can get.
I've considered doing pretty stupid things ... not to kill myself or ... but to either end up in jail or the hospital. Sort of like wishing I didn't have to bother about life ... to be able to let others make all the decisions for me. I know its quite irrational and its annoying as the thoughts tend to get worse if I'm stressed.
I can't talk about it with her because it makes me feel cowardly.
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