Posted by tinydancer on February 23, 2004, at 9:32:52
Well, today I had the big cry fest at T's office. I had spent the whole weekend literally in a cold sweat, obsessing over him and read something I had written about my feelings towards him. I feel it is part of the process but it was incredibly painful. I no longer wonder what it would feel like to rip my heart out with bare hands!
I don't really know why I'm posting today, I just feel I get a lot of comfort, from others who are wandering around suffering from a broken heart. I have tried every possible way to rationalize and deny but I can't escape how I feel about him.
I must be insane. Do you know what I told him today? That I wanted to have sex with my husband to fantasize it was him. I hardly believe myself.KarenKay, didn't you also have some sexually related things you talked to your T about...apologies if I am mistaken.
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