Posted by Pandabear on February 22, 2004, at 8:56:23
In reply to Re: Why do they do this to me? » Pandabear, posted by Crooked Heart on February 18, 2004, at 3:40:31
Ok so two weeks ago I was given a boundary of having no communication with my therapist outside of therapy..I cannot write a note or call her..unless its an emergency. Of course, i crossed it and wrote her a note. I told her how that I was feeling like she and my psychiatrist were against me because they always meet and talk about me after my sessions. They are very guarded with what they tell me because they dont want me to worry or obsess. I really want to know what they honestly think about what is going on with me..and yet i will never know...I feel so comfortable with them that I am starting to show my real self my obsessive self and it scares me because I really dont want her to see this side of me. We have developed a "friendship" doc/patient relationship and now, because she has found something that is really an issue with me..my obsessing..she is turning into the doctor and im scared as to what she is going to say reguarding my obsessing...I was really obsessed before therapy with a "friend" of mine and he put a boundary against me on my communicating with him..and IT MADE ME MORE OBSESSED. Now, i can see myself regressing back to that with my therapist. I dont want her to see this about me. Im so scared. Someone please help me.... thanks.
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