Posted by Raindancer on February 16, 2004, at 17:53:15
I can't believe I did this but I "googled" my T. The worst thing is that it isn't the first time but it absolutely must be the last. The first time was a few years ago and I told him about it. He was brilliant but it took me a long time to get over it. I was so ashamed. This time it was a website I belong to and I was just distracting myself and "doodling". In fact apart from minor detail it didn't say anything he hasn't told me himself. I was just so depressed and lonely and now I feel even worse. I really don't want to tell him this time as i promised last time that I wouldn't do it again. I know I've got problems and have to be much more aware of my behaviour. I'm far too old for this sort of thing. Thank you so much just for being there. I trust you so much or i wouldn't be able to share this with you. I'm really sad I've done this.
poster:Raindancer
thread:314232
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