Posted by fallsfall on December 13, 2003, at 8:48:12
In reply to Re: Sorry, let's try peace again..., posted by DaisyM on December 12, 2003, at 22:44:37
We are looking for that peace...
My therapist and I haven't talked about the article yet. I told you he knows the guy who wrote it. It is also referenced in "In Session". I've gone through and highlighted what I thought was relevant (and NOT relevant). I know he still has his copy.
He didn't really make me feel better. It was sort of like "We'll talk about it on Monday. Why are you bothering me now?" No, he wasn't that negative. I think I call him too much. But when I couldn't communicate at all with my GP and burst into tears, I told my GP I would call him. My GP really didn't know what to do - I think he was glad I was going to call him. I was actually calling a second time when I talked to him - to tell him I was a little better and was going to try to go to work (so he didn't need to call me) - but he picked up his phone so we did talk.
The blood pressure med seems to make me feel better at this point. I'll keep my fingers crossed.
I think I would be less distressed if I knew what it was that we are talking about that is so hard for me. I almost think it is realizing that my fantasies aren't reality.
That looks like a great book. None of the libraries I have access to have it, but I'll check at a book store.
Going to work now.
Thanks for the peace.
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