Posted by Camille Dumont on November 20, 2003, at 15:54:17
In reply to Re: When is it time to call the hospital?, posted by TexasChic on November 18, 2003, at 14:21:10
Well, I'm still feeling bad but I'm at my boyfriend's place for a little while so I'm safe.
In the end its probably just my meds pooping out. I just didn't know this could happen. Its also frustrating because I mean Effexor had been working great for me plus I dread the withdrawal effects.
Right now I'm alternating between feeling ok for a few hours and then going back to suicidal thoughts ... but now as bad when I posted.
The other night it was to the point of considering methods and trying to gauge wether I had enough drugs to make a effective mix. I guess fortunately for me, I'm not too impulsive unless the depression makes me spin out of control and go psycho.
Its a good thing that I have pets ... my four little rats are my reason to stay here. If I die then nobody will be there for them ... so I just can't let myself go ... at least until my babies have passed on. I guess zootheraphy really does work.
Anyhow, I wanted to say thanks for your support. This board is really comforting sometimes. Its nice to be able to talk with people who have had similar experiences.
poster:Camille Dumont
thread:280727
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20031114/msgs/281763.html