Posted by Elle2021 on November 14, 2003, at 5:53:07
In reply to Re: Psychiatrist doesn't want me anymore :( » Elle2021, posted by lookdownfish on November 14, 2003, at 4:22:13
Thank you so much for your response. It really was good advice you gave me. I should be more open about my feelings and tell my pdoc how it hurts me. He did impose the once a month app. I felt like I had no choice but to accept it or lose him altogether. I feel so hopeless right now. I was doing so well, I really was. I felt so stable and then all this stuff started happening, not just the pdoc stuff. I started Paxil and things were actually not looking bad, but now I'm just totally breaking down. I feel like I'm not going to get better, I'm never going to be normal or happy like other people. I can't hold down a job, I can't have a normal relationship without ruining it before it even has a chance. It really hurts when even someone you pay to listen to you doesn't want to listen anymore. I feel so pathetic, inadequate, and useless.
Elle
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