Posted by Karen_kay on February 22, 2004, at 15:04:08
In reply to Re: So, give it to me straight..., posted by antigua on February 20, 2004, at 22:03:00
Hmmmm. I never thought of that, but it is common. I just never realized that I may have an odd relatinship with food. I HATE IT!!! Stupid calories and fat. I love chocolate, but I don't eat it anymore. I know it's because chocolate is fattening, but I talk myself into believing it's because it causes cavities. And if it's late at night, like Katt said, sometimes I don't eat because it does ruin the perfet day. I understand where you are coming from Katt...
I just can't stand food. I don't eat as a form of control, I have ocntrol in this situation. I'll talk to my therapist, as I see it now.. I'd take laxatives, have lioposuction, anything to get this awful fat off my body! And I'd have my mouth wired shut, if no one could see it.... And I always sit up straight and hold my belly in, even during classes when no ones looking. You never know when someone's looking and I'd rather be prepared.... I jsut thought, "Well, since I'm a healthy weight, and I see my boyfriend's mother not eat until the evening and she's thin. And my mother and ister do it and they look great, then I'm "normal" It's healthy, ect..."
Oh dear god, not another problem to deal with... :(
poster:Karen_kay
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