Posted by Temmie on August 10, 2003, at 16:56:33
In reply to Fear and Despair, posted by Temmie on August 10, 2003, at 15:33:23
Well .... I've realized a couple of things. One, I may not be your "typical" drunk, but I'm certainly an emotional drunk in terms of the ups and downs, the comings and goings re. this thing with Paul.
Two. I believe Paul ... my relationship with Paul ... represents the outer manifestation of some difficulty (obviously) I have not been facing within. Maybe I love the way he holds and protects me. The way he makes me feel safe. That one could do this, incidentally, and be so troubled with lack of safety, security, and stability in their own lives is a bit befuddling .... But ... I guess I've just gotta look inward for that One who loves me, and that Only one with whom I will ever feel protected, loved and safe.
Three. I'm going to the meeting anyhow. If Mr. "Is this seat taken?" bothers me again, I'll be ready.
poster:Temmie
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