Posted by Miller on January 14, 2003, at 14:16:28
In reply to Lou's response to Millers post » Miller, posted by Lou Pilder on January 14, 2003, at 13:27:41
But Lou,
Even if all things are made new in the eternal life, that doesn't mean I won't be able to mess them all up again. Do you see what I am saying? I have a great ability. The ability is to hurt others and myself. Even in the eternal life you speak of, I would leave terror in my wake. I tired of it all, Lou.
To me, there is not a comfort in knowing that I am not DONE once I die. I just want the end,no more, finished. Why would I look forward to being as I am now only with a "clean slate"? I won't change. I haven't changed. There is no comfort in continuing for me.
-Miller
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