Posted by JLx on August 16, 2006, at 10:54:20
In reply to Re: I'm not afraid, I just don't wanna...., posted by over 55 on August 15, 2006, at 15:53:47
> Good to hear from you again gabmeister and wonderful about the trip and new rug!! A great accomplishment.
>
> I am struggling with the "tearmonster" this week and had a bad experience over the weekend with my newly "cleansed colon". I'd just finished my 30 day colon cleanse with 7 lb weight loss and feeling a bit better in the am (not having to hire a crane to lift me out of bed)!! Anyway I am not a drinker in any fashion, but at dinner, since I'd virtually given up caffeine, I decided to have a beer. Immediately as it hit my "gut" I had sharp pains and grumblings. Thinking I needed food on top, I smothered it with a great BBQ dinner. Off to the movie we went and me still in excrutiating pain wishing I could "give birth" to this thing in my stomach. Well finally at 1:30am, 3:00am 5:30am....well you get the idea. I got rid of everything in my stomach and beyond in a most unfflattering way. I took 3 showers during the night, as it was not a pretty sight. I have never had stomach problems, but think maybe I oever-cleansed my system or maybe over-stressed it with beer and BBQ??? I missed work on Monday due to back and stomach being so sore from wretching. Since this has all happened I am at the verge of tears constantly, having bad thoughts etc. I am trying very hard to be "normal" and want to stay off the AD's now that it has been 7 weeks off. I have wandering residual affects like the "brain swooshes" and randon limb pains that I maybe was too drugged to notice before. I had brain zaps while taking the AD's, but this was the side to side brain swoosh I have heard others decribe.
> So, gabmeister what are the "baby hallucenations you refer too, if it is not too personal to ask??? I have had optical illusions in the past, like 12 years ago, and recently within the last two weeks having some again. Guite disturbing as I am off the AD's. I want to stay free; but I am struggling here with the crying and not feeling well at all. Any ideas or suggestions?Well, I'm not gabmeister, but if you don't mind...I suggest EFT for the crying and whatever emotions you're feeling and maybe probiotics for your digestive system.
JL
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