Posted by over 55 on August 15, 2006, at 15:53:47
In reply to Re: I'm not afraid, I just don't wanna...., posted by gabmeister on August 14, 2006, at 9:26:54
Good to hear from you again gabmeister and wonderful about the trip and new rug!! A great accomplishment.
I am struggling with the "tearmonster" this week and had a bad experience over the weekend with my newly "cleansed colon". I'd just finished my 30 day colon cleanse with 7 lb weight loss and feeling a bit better in the am (not having to hire a crane to lift me out of bed)!! Anyway I am not a drinker in any fashion, but at dinner, since I'd virtually given up caffeine, I decided to have a beer. Immediately as it hit my "gut" I had sharp pains and grumblings. Thinking I needed food on top, I smothered it with a great BBQ dinner. Off to the movie we went and me still in excrutiating pain wishing I could "give birth" to this thing in my stomach. Well finally at 1:30am, 3:00am 5:30am....well you get the idea. I got rid of everything in my stomach and beyond in a most unfflattering way. I took 3 showers during the night, as it was not a pretty sight. I have never had stomach problems, but think maybe I oever-cleansed my system or maybe over-stressed it with beer and BBQ??? I missed work on Monday due to back and stomach being so sore from wretching. Since this has all happened I am at the verge of tears constantly, having bad thoughts etc. I am trying very hard to be "normal" and want to stay off the AD's now that it has been 7 weeks off. I have wandering residual affects like the "brain swooshes" and randon limb pains that I maybe was too drugged to notice before. I had brain zaps while taking the AD's, but this was the side to side brain swoosh I have heard others decribe.
So, gabmeister what are the "baby hallucenations you refer too, if it is not too personal to ask??? I have had optical illusions in the past, like 12 years ago, and recently within the last two weeks having some again. Guite disturbing as I am off the AD's. I want to stay free; but I am struggling here with the crying and not feeling well at all. Any ideas or suggestions?
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