Posted by lil jimi on September 10, 2016, at 18:19:56
In reply to Re: ? » lil jimi, posted by Tabitha on September 9, 2016, at 10:51:43
> > I think we have grown to accept we each have our own insanity.
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> You're a wise person, Jim, and it's a heartbreaking story.
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> Obviously (?) I thought you were making an analogy to LP that cast me in a bad light for interacting with him, and I apologize if I got that wrong.
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No apologies are neccassary from you with me. If it weren't for misunderstanding I wouldn't have any understating at all. The pleasure is being allowed, being blessed to be able to overcome these challenges in human communication. It isn't easy and the opportunity is a precious treasure. But, for you, anything!If I were making an 'analogy' I would imagine it would be you cast as me trying to intervene with Allen for Carol. If that makes the sense I think it might. I'll observe my own admonition by making no reference to anyone else.
> > Of course your analogy makes sense if there's no reprieve from unrelenting aggravation. But in that analogy, I think establishing the mandatory signage is the benign, appropriate boundary and defense.
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> I'm not understanding what you mean by "mandatory signage".'"Boundaries" marked with "Please Do Not Feed the .... " signs/signage. Insofar as I am imaginative it may be in imagining such an utterly benign passive resistance/defense/'the fence'.
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> > I can be wrong. I am insane.
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> Regardless, I hope you're feeling a bit better today.
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Your compassionate concern for me does and always makes me feel better. Thank you, Tabitha, my kind friend.I am struggling with side effects which keep me from breathing unless I am very upright so I breath through my nose. Makes sleeping very long impossible. I've gotten less than three hours total in the last 5 days. Sleep deprivation subverts neurotransmitter recovery. Drives me insaner.
I am not looking to cast anyone in any light except myself in my own light/darkness/shadow.
I expect I am most likely to violate our civility rules by being uncivil to myself. I should ban myself but I'll try to be civil. To my own insane self.Thank you for understanding that I am Not that imaginative a writer. I only paint what I see, he said. And even then, I can always be wrong.
Thank you.
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