Posted by Deneb on December 26, 2006, at 2:45:00
In reply to Re: Restate - *Trigger*, posted by notfred on December 25, 2006, at 23:23:53
I repeat, I have not threatened anyone except Dr. Bob and even when I did I didn't place any conditions on my threat of suicide. I didn't say, do this or else I will kill myself. I've never ever said I'll kill myself if you don't do X. I've written in a post that I would *feel* like killing myself when I don't get caring responses, but that isn't a threat. I only said I would *feel* like it. It isn't a crime to feel something. Feel = suicidal ideations, not a threat. I don't know who is babblemailing those threats to Happyflower, but it isn't me. I feel scared after reading Notfred's post. I can't even sleep tonight because I'm terrified. I know I didn't do anything wrong, but wouldn't you be terrified if someone wrote they were going to call the police on you?
I know I should have nothing to fear because I didn't threaten anyone (except Bob and that was a long time ago) with my suicide. Reading this thread upsets me a lot. I'm getting so scared I'm thinking of hanging myself if the police come get me. This is not a threat. I'm only thinking of this (i.e. ideations), but clearly I am very upset and scared to be thinking of this.
If I get into trouble with the police, my life is not worth living anymore. I would rather die than go to jail. If I ever get arrested there is a very high probability that I will kill myself. I'm not a bad person. My life will be ruined if I get into trouble with the police. I know I will get very scared and desperate.
Again, I don't know who is threatening Happyflower, but it isn't me. I swear it isn't me.
I'm so scared right now I'm crying and can't sleep. I did nothing wrong, but I'm still scared because I feel targeted.
Will someone ruin my life just because I made a bad mistake and wrote that I would feel like killing myself if I don't get caring responses?
I didn't direct the "threat" towards anyone. I didn't do anything wrong.
If you want to try to get me into trouble, go right ahead. Babblemail me and I'll give you my name and address. I'm at your mercy, but do you really want to ruin my life?
Deneb*
poster:Deneb
thread:716057
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20061202/msgs/716419.html