Posted by jay2112 on December 31, 2020, at 4:02:29
In reply to Re: Lamdage + Rj.. et al Dissociation, posted by Lamdage22 on December 31, 2020, at 0:14:59
> It is not possible to help if people don't want the help or firmly believe that the help won't help. However, with meds and drugs, they are much less critical.
Well, it is hard with meds, because there is, like, a 'critical mass'...you take this juggling balance of meds, hoping, praying, it will do their job. There have been many times I have gone into, almost, remission, with a HUGE list of meds. But, when my dear parents passed a year apart, then I FELL apart BIG TIME!! On the day of my Mom's funeral, I took 30 mg's of Zyprexa, just praying it would do some kind of magic to stop me from crying. I cried every day for many months. The Zyprexa made it much worse. I just laid in bed, with my little dog, scared, unproperly medicated, for Oct, Nov, and Dec 2014. I had gotten a p/t job, I ventured out to once in a while. But, I got canned when I had THREE whooping full on panic attacks, and I begged co-workers to help me....and they treated me like crap...telling me to "straighten up", and I fell to pieces.
The thing is, as I posted before, in Zen, people's "realities" are just illusions..fake...and can be torn apart in minutes. I think EVERYBODY should be forced to experience deep trauma, to hopefully awaken their empathy. That is something like the movie 'The Minority Report'. Yes, I am "Damaged", but I am a much better person for it!! Be proud...love generously. OK...CUT...I am falling asleep...it is 5am on the east coast!! night night...
I was brought up to believe..
Belief that's failed me now
As Life goes from bad to worse
No philosophy consoles me
In a clockwork universe..........
~Neil Peart (1952-2020)
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