Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 20, 2020, at 17:40:00
In reply to Re: Cocaine use - question, posted by amd on August 20, 2020, at 12:17:18
we're gonna keep secret, but at a party, i went into a room, this was years ago, i was with alot of people that told me they cared about me, treated me nice, but they we're meth addicts. They litterly aasked me whats wrong with you, you don't seem like the rest of us, because....basically i was naieve to all what they were doing, told them i had some issues, and feel left out, and that....they basically figured out i was home-kid. That had no idea where he was, so they actually had some compassion and listened, and they said this will get you going. They told me to drink lots of water, it was methamphetamine. And yes, similr to what you described. They screwed me over, deprivated me of money stole my car. But, crackvsmeth i got over it, it has days or even weeks to psycholoically return back to normal. Because, m-amphetamine is so intense, the dirty form and potent form. You will get over it, but that thought will always sometime pop in you head, to go back and do it. No matter how much you suppress it, it leads it back. Make a solid choice, in belief system, not disapline, that it's bad, and need to quit. But the expereince is the thing, it stays in your memory of how it felt, and you want to go back to it.
So....yes this is gonna pass, i did more intense and was naive with these people i was around. It takes a while to get out.
You may ask about cocaine, alternatives, such as wellbutrin, yes they use it for cocaine depedency. Or a less potent dopamine reptake inhiitor, cocaine is pure DRI, intense. Wellbutrin, and just research lesser dopamine reuptake inhibitors, because they would help in suppressing the need for use
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