Posted by amd on August 18, 2020, at 17:21:28
I made the embarrassing mistake of smoking crack cocaine yesterday. Yes, I know, it was stupid. I'm not looking for any tsk-tsks here. But I feel absolutely horrid today -- depressed, tired, jittery. Did I do permanent brain damage or introduce other side-effects from this one-time evening?
Feeling sad and hopeless. I sometimes think the only way out of this hell would be to remove myself from the equation. I am tired of missing work, sobbing in the shower, distracted from my life.
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