Posted by B2chica on November 17, 2017, at 15:16:18
In reply to Re: help, but no thanks... Long and boring, posted by PeterMartin on November 15, 2017, at 0:15:58
Hi Peter,
i'm doing much better. i'm not really sure why but i'm not going to look a gift horse...That night i did take a LOT of gabapentin and ativan (more than what pdoc suggested) but safe (although i did have a 'i dont give a $&#!' attitude when doing it). anyway, it completely sedated me and i slept a really long time.
For, whatever reason the next day, i no longer had intent...a few ideations, but nothing i couldnt handle in comparison.As of today, still doing well. dipped down a little but not much. Not 100% but i feel at least 75% which, compared to about 2% is feeling pretty good. I am still keeping fairly 'sedated' (more like very loopy from gaba) but again, i'll take it.
Right now, just taking it hour by hour. And only pushing myself to get done little things for the next few days.
I wanted to write and thank you (and others), since i dont really remember a whole lot from the last week or so and wanted to make sure and say thank you.
have a lovely weekend, and a blessed Thanksgiving!
B2
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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