Posted by b2chica on June 10, 2015, at 23:21:03
week after week, month after month, year after year.
i haven really had relief of my symptoms since last October. i've been begging my pdoc Everytime i see her (which has been every week lately).my depression is definitely gone down hill. i don't want to leave the house. i can't make eye contact. life feels utterly hopeless.
i have this "I don't want to fight it anymore" feeling.right now i'm at the point where i still have my logic and Know i have an illness that makes me think and feel in a certain way... but soon, that logic will be gone and i fear i will attempt...
i started Fetzima today... but i'm tired of hoping... tired of trying... all the time.
just want to stay asleep...
well, one more week before i report to pdoc....
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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thread:1079621
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