i actually had to stop the zyprexa about a week and half ago... just couldnt afford anymore. however, i typically use it for only 2-5 weeks anyway. never seem to use it longer than that.
i'm still very dysthymic, and only a crying spell now and again. i finally called pdoc and requested lamictal. (she didnt seem afraid of that).
i just started that this weekend.
i am at 25mg to start. i notice nothing. but i know it needs to titrate up so we'll see. i still have no real motivation and cant concentrate to save my life. cant read for more than 5 min (and that's increased greatly from a few weeks ago) but has seemed to level off.
i am counting the days until i can go back on my adderall.
currenty
Pristiq 50mg
lamictal 25mg
gabapentin 300mg PRN up to 3x day
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