Posted by Bill82 on March 1, 2015, at 23:01:59
Sorry for all the posts, just rough right now. I could not tolerate the lamictal. It made me extremly hostile/pissed off all the time. Also made it so I had trouble saying certain words and my mind would just shut down at times. I am beat and tired, having just finished a 2 hour shower ritual and I'm now bleeding. Has anyone else been this screwed up at some point? If so did it eventually get less intense or did finding the right medicine help? At the moment I am completly lost and have no idea what to do. I am desperate enough I am almost tempted to use psilocybin as a last ditch effort for some releif, even though one of my big fears in brain damage/developing psychosis. Sorry for the rant, this is just ridiculous right now, seems like just yesterday I was completely normal, then I got sick, now I have extreme ocd and probably depression
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