Posted by Lou Pilder on January 24, 2015, at 6:00:34
In reply to Dopamine increasing drugs, worsen depression, posted by meffect on January 24, 2015, at 2:07:39
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> I'm so confused. Depression runs in my family and I seem to have an extreme sensitivity to emotions - since i was born. I overact on almost everything. I avoid social situations because I usually end up interpreting someones words,tone,facial expression, etc as negative (even though I tell myself its not) and I end up feeling extremely depressed and I often times end up crying that night and wanting to kill myself. sometimes i wish an accident would happen and kill me because i cant do it myself
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> I cant achieve my hopes and dreams in life. I cant handle interpersonal communication for any length of time.
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> I have insomnia, i have an dependence on benzo's, i feel bored all the time. ssri's help but they make me tired i think
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> i'm tired all the time, i take naps at lunch and i have rem sleep and i hardly get any rest. i wouldnt even call it a nap
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> every day is different i have no stability or consistency
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> anyway, back to the subject. im tired all the time so my docs give me stims. stims = dopamine usually. so, i take the dopamine increasers and i seem to lose control. i interpret almost everything negatively and im extremely emotional.
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> also i cant handle epinephrine increasers, but it seems to cause more anxiety than heightened emotional responses.
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> wtf is wrong with me!!!!!!! what do I do. I dont want to give up but i've tried almost every drug in the last 5 yearsmeffect,
You wrote,[...drugs, worsen depression...so confused...wanting to kill myself...(I) wish an accident would happen and kill me...I can't achieve...I can't handle...have insomnia...have dependence..I have no..lose control...what is wrong with me!!!!...I don't want to give up..tried almost every drug...].Do you think that you have been deceived by those that were those that trafficked in the process of you being drugged with mind-altering chemicals touted as "medicines"?
Lou
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