Posted by B2chica on January 22, 2015, at 22:49:16
In reply to Re: olfactory hallucinations?, posted by ed_uk2010 on January 21, 2015, at 14:33:23
Seroquel was AWESOME for sleep but ended up giving me cognitive blunting
not lithium intact my T mentioned that to me today.
i have no logic for it, but im scared to death of lithium my best friend from high school was on that when she killed herself. .. i know theres no cause effect..etc, etc but i cant get past it
maybe someday.the illusions are a long standing thing with me the worse my depression gets the worse my illusions (then hallucinations).
the smells i was convinced were coming from me somehow, just because the smells followed me wherever i went, but i smelled myself and when i got my clothing next to my nose it was clear they were not the culprit, however the primary smells were 1) a dirty cigarette smell (i dont smoke) and the second well, i could only describe it as feces. and i smell myself all over (several times) because i swore!! it was coming from me.
ok i have to stop writing.. talking about this is triggering me again.
i need to jump, i need to jump is what im hearing and what i NEEEEEEEEEX to do
but i cant, i cant i cant
PLEASE i need to take something to KNOCK ME OUT
i may need to go to the ER again..
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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