Posted by b2chica on December 16, 2014, at 0:46:32
In reply to Re: Med-induced Blackouts? » phidippus, posted by brynb on December 1, 2014, at 18:21:35
i read your post, luckily. i'm really having the desire to abuse my meds right now.
i can take about 2mg of xanax and some alcohol and forget pretty much everything of the night. its kinda scary. But usually i mix them with my gabapentin, just in case i might 'accidentally' just not wake up in the morning.
however, i know too much and i know i'm not taking enough for that.sometimes i'll stop the xanax just so that my tolerance lowers and then i can over take again.
...i'm not doing so well right now. i didnt mean to make this about me.
yes, i have a history of abuse of meds. mostly to numb. or 'play' with meds for a roulette or reactions.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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