Posted by phidippus on November 26, 2014, at 16:45:16
In reply to Re: rTMS after two weeks--Meh. Wish it weren't so. » phidippus, posted by Chris O on November 20, 2014, at 18:50:40
>worrying that people want to harm me (such as poison my food) if I assert myself too strongly.
This sounds almost paranoid.
>I am, basically, scared of everything.
I've been there before, but I had some paranoia going on.
>I am even worried the woman giving the rTMS treatments will find this board and "punish" me for writing about her.
More paranoia.
>things often go very badly for me when I do interact with others, no matter how much I try to fight my anxiety.
How do things go badly? Do they go badly in spite of your anxiety?
>There is a sense inside of me that people "defeat" me, just by having more energy than I do.
This 'sense', when you consider it, does it seem realistic?
>there's something off with us, or at least that's my perception.
It's hard to say if you're perception isn't colored by paranoia moreso than anxiety.
Do you take any AAPs?
Eric
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