Posted by kirkglen on August 10, 2014, at 10:47:50
In reply to Re: How depression can feel,, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 7, 2014, at 23:41:42
Thanks.
@23 when I first experienced a panic attack. Over 40 years ago and I haven't forgotten the shear madness of it. I started my cocktail of trial and error and it took @10 years to find one.
I always knew I'm on borrowed time as the problem has never been "repaired". At times I can feel the blackness wanting back in control. I cry out of fear sometimes.
The ammunition hasn't changed much in my 40 yrs' Still studying the same neurotransmitters.
I remember when I was happy and deep down know my disc has been erased. Depression: No one can write a book, explain it, or understand it unless they've been in the grasp of it..........
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