Posted by Willyee234 on August 7, 2014, at 18:30:46
Im at id say 80 percent remission,it took me ten years of trial and error to get there.I have a metaphor for how i feel and how depression still effects my life id like to shar.
Here goes,ok my mind is like a popular club,packed with people danging having a good time,everything is great,then in the back you have the bouncer,and he is constantly pushing in a door that has tons of a-holes (depression) out ,he does it but its a constant struggle they never stop trying.
Thats how i feel,i feel good but the threat or residue of depression is always there,with how hard i worked on my meds i truly believe i have the best there is for me,im done with med ping pong anway,its sad though i have to come to terms that chances are ill be dealing with this for the rest of my life
A older pharmcist once laid it out for me in which i thought was a straight forward no bs answer,he said "your body and mind will ger older and weaker to fight,but the depressio wont let up"
Im feeling really sorry for myself right now.
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