Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2014, at 20:21:37
In reply to my doctor visit, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2014, at 19:48:50
i should of deleted the last paragrah....sorry about that just so angry im stuck here, i was doing great on my medications my theapist and my pdoc signed papers to throw me into rehab......i could never forgive that, they destroyed my life from that point....not like me living and breathing, but i lost it, and was kept prisoner and nothing i said was taken seriously, i can't fight with people i live with because the only result is being kicked out with no car....
this is why i realized what goodness had got me, nothing. not only with this situation, ]not take me seriously, talk and gossip bad things, being sweet really has to turn to being bitter......praying to god, i've done that many years.....i do know he is the savior and i don't encrouge anyone to reject him, but in my case im sick of being goodie tussie.....we'll see in 50 years when he decides to do something.....but until then.....beet my breehces and sing lolipop songs.....i've have the holy spirit, but my mind wants to fire back.....guess ill wait on the lord....alone until i find a passion of intrest besides this dwelling, that's the whole thing, let go of past chains, break them off and start new every day....just let it all go.....and wake up like you did when you where a kid waiting to explore new things.....exactly my own awnser to my problems.....
anyways, that or just give it to jesus.....
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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