Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2014, at 19:48:50
mmmm i'm really not happy.....i'm stuck on these meds and my doctor won't do anything......see this is what ticks me off....first there's the drug reps that come in dressed like their going to a night club, overly dressed.....that's where goodie samples come from, but seriously, i'm being considered a drug addict by them, there's other people with my situation, well not with substance abuse, and they go in there and get anything they want, they call the doctor and get prescibed anything, not anything but various benzo's......paying for the appointment and standing in line i saw a script for klonopin and vyvanse.....put it on the desk as they paying....
i've had enough with being discrinmated for being a substance abuser, they don't take me seriously, neither do have any concern of my mental state, it's awful, and what i mean by awful, is vary bad.....i can't even switch my meds, goodness guys, so....obviously if i even say im depressed or am disturbed there not gonna do much, and i have hunch their other patients have much more options.....
so....the only thing is to dump my doctor......stimulant or not, i'm already on nuvigil....i just don't know what to do....nothing is an option with medication wise....i'm stuck in this torment and they say it's normal....no, but until i can get the car and job, and then go to school again, i'ce gotta stay with this....
but anyways....read about lucifer and get the powers of the devil to get vengence on what happened during these 4 years.....deteration, sadness.....what has goodness got me? i've been compliant, following along, it's just i hate being shoved around, not taken seriously....might as well just let lucifer do my bidding and his rules on vengence....because i've had faith so long and nothing.....goodness got me below nothing....im tired of being goodie tussie
anyways any thoughts???
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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