Posted by ed_uk2010 on December 8, 2013, at 11:51:29
In reply to rapid mood change, posted by rjlockhart37 on December 8, 2013, at 0:02:43
Hi RJ,
So, do you sometimes confuse your dreams with reality? And what do you mean about seeing terrible things? In a dream? Or more like a bad thought? Or a hallucination? Do you have a diagnosis RJ, if you don't mind me asking.
> i'm up right now watching SNL, but one thing i've noticed is I change moods fast, even with the Lamictal....i'll have a dream about something, and then after I wake up i think it happened the other day....
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> i have to say, don't take this as any SOS signals, or the dramatic rj from the past, but i am always in something bothering me, i don't want to say "torment" but it's close to it.....i don't want anyone to think im mentally disturbed because i am a vary nice person, i smile, i can bring life to things, but still there's that mood where i get this cloud or fog over my eyes, and start seeing things dreadful......but i don't know why the heck im posting this, its not gonna do any good because all this is a post to read and nothing else.....
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> i've posted many posts on the faith board about freedom from evil with the power of jesus christ, yet even writing all that....i still have to deal with it......
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> uggghh i want to a serenity to have peace....living with people in my house is difficult LOL but i know that i have power over my thoughts, and just like in scriputre cast down your imaginations and give them to God, well its not that easy......still im trying to figure it out....
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> well, just let this be a passive read, i don't want to post sh*t i did in the past SOS posts, i just gotta get this out somwhere....
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> oh well.....ill post better posts to help people instead of myself....
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> r
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