Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 8, 2013, at 0:02:43
i'm up right now watching SNL, but one thing i've noticed is I change moods fast, even with the Lamictal....i'll have a dream about something, and then after I wake up i think it happened the other day....
i have to say, don't take this as any SOS signals, or the dramatic rj from the past, but i am always in something bothering me, i don't want to say "torment" but it's close to it.....i don't want anyone to think im mentally disturbed because i am a vary nice person, i smile, i can bring life to things, but still there's that mood where i get this cloud or fog over my eyes, and start seeing things dreadful......but i don't know why the heck im posting this, its not gonna do any good because all this is a post to read and nothing else.....
i've posted many posts on the faith board about freedom from evil with the power of jesus christ, yet even writing all that....i still have to deal with it......
uggghh i want to a serenity to have peace....living with people in my house is difficult LOL but i know that i have power over my thoughts, and just like in scriputre cast down your imaginations and give them to God, well its not that easy......still im trying to figure it out....
well, just let this be a passive read, i don't want to post sh*t i did in the past SOS posts, i just gotta get this out somwhere....
oh well.....ill post better posts to help people instead of myself....
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 400mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
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