Mind you, i never had anything "schizo" in my life prior to agreeing to take psychiatric medication.
Yeah, i wasnt always very happy, but thats about it. I was FAR better off than i am now.
Now you could explain this by saying my "disorder" just coincidentally broke out by the time i visited the psychiatrist, but you dont know that.
I remember, the day before Nardil kicked in for me, i heard voices while i was in the office at the computer. And that was the first time in my ENTIRE LIFE i heard voices. Then, i felt like i was on extasy every day. Sometimes, i wish it would have gone like gambling went for me. I sat at the table the first time in my life, i put 50$ on it, and i lost it. Lesson learned. No gambling problem.
I went to the pdoc.. and he made me feel like some kind of "enlightment extasy rave". That might have been the event that ruined my life. Im hooked.
I just want to get back to the way i was before i started to put my life into the hands of a psychiatrist.
Is there a way out at all? Sometimes i think its easier to leave a cult like the mormons or scientology, than to break free of this b*llsh*t industry.
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this signature | Show by default | Change to hide (next time)Schizo-affective
Seasonal-Affective
Social Anxiety
some PTSD
some Inattentive ADS
300 Seroquel, 1200 Acetylcystein
40-50 mg Parnate
Contemplated: Prazosin for nighmaires