Posted by poser938 on July 1, 2013, at 20:08:07
In reply to Re: 14yo daughter - bi-polar, not MDD - new info HELP » poser938, posted by SLS on June 30, 2013, at 23:22:36
> Be that as it may, I will also offer the possibility that you have an underlying bipolar disorder, and that the drugs you have been given - antidepressants and dopamine agonists - uncovered it and made it worse.
> I started out with mild to moderate depression with adjustment disorder. Now I have sever depression, agorophobia, body dysmorphic disorder,, anhedonia, absence of affect and some very light tar dive dyskinesia.>
> Which ones?
> Cymbalta, Geodon, Adder all, Aricept, Zoloft, Wellbutrin, Effexor, Cyproheptadine, Ritalin, Mirapex, Tianeptine, low dose Amisulpride, Risperdal, Seroquel, Saphris, Latuda, Flumazenil (yes my pdoc prescribed this) Prozac, Deplin, Remeron, Lamictal, Celexa and I've done rTMS.> > The last one I took that had a brain disabling effect on me was Mirapex.
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> I simply asked you what this brain disabling effect was.
> the severe mood problem i listed above is what Mirapex and a few other meds have caused for me. Mainly Mirapex and Effexor.> Perhaps you can describe in more detail the symptoms or features of this depression. Was this a worsening of the original symptoms or something diffent.
> the person I am now with this depression in no way resembles how I was the day before my first appointment with a psychiatrist.
> What lies?
>
> Is being wrong a lie?
> please don't tell me you believe many truths have been hidden by the psychiatric community? Do you honestly believe drug companies as well as many psychiatrists were in the dark about increased suicidal tendencies, or new suicidal thoughts until around 2004? Please don't tell me the psychiatric community is in the dark about tar dive dyskinesia. Or Dopamine Agonist Withdrawal Syndrome. The science points to it so well.They fight it many times in court. For years. The drug companies know the ins and outs of their drugs as well or better than anyone. They knew all about the increased suicidal and homicidal tendencies even before Prozac was released in 1987. And much of the public plays dumb for the drug companies. Im not sure what the main public view on the rumors of increased suicidal thoughts caused by these meds was in 1993, but I'm thinking its the same view it has on Tardive Dysphoria today. With most calling it unbelievable. And discrediting those who say they suffer from it. I'm sure this hurts at least as much as someone being accused of infanticide.
> Is this your own conclusion, or have you actually been told that you don't belong on Psycho-Babble?
> my own conclusion.>
> What would you like to do about it, now that it exists?
> Deep Brain Stimulation. If that doesn't help, I wonder if they would do physician assisted suicide for me.
> > I know I don't belong in a psychiatrists office.
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> There is always Catch 22.
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> > I don't belong in a psychiatric hospital.
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> Ditto.
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> > I don't belong in the real world because I'm unable to reach anywhere close to thriving.
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> Well, unfortunately, you are among others in that same predicament.
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> > So if the only advice out there to remedy my dire situation is the same BS that is spewed out by the majority of people on this site, then I conclude I belong in a grave.
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> I don't know where you belong.
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> If you do belong in a grave, I doubt that you are due to be buried any time soon.
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> > I hate repeating myself over and over and over only to be told I'm just mistaken or delusional for 8 years now. I can't stand being alive.
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> 1. I do not think that you are delusional.
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> 2. I do not know whether or not you are mistaken.
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> 3. The BS spewed out here is quite variable.
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> its all "you should try this pill"
Basically a more in depth and a bit more personalized version of WebMD.
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