Posted by poser938 on June 30, 2013, at 20:41:07
In reply to Re: 14yo daughter - bi-polar, not MDD - new info HELP, posted by SLS on June 30, 2013, at 2:06:16
Scott, are you okay?
I've talked about my condition ever since I've been on this site. And I've told you what I've experienced many times, and yet you are acting like this is the first time I've brought it up. All I sound like is a broken record on this site and when talking to a psychiatrist. Because I repeat my experience over and over and each and every person says my condition is likely just a worsening of my normal depression and is unlikely if impossible to be related to medications.Went through 17 years of life being a normal functioning kid. Just normal growing up, experiencing puberty. Emotions becoming more complex as I grew. Became mildly depressed. Then took medicine for this. from this point on THE ONLY TIME MY MOOD CHANGED IN A DRASTIC WAY FOR THE WORSE WAS WHILE TAKING A PSYCHIATRIC MED. These changes in mood persist long, long, looking after stopping the Med.
The last one I took that had a brain disabling effect on me was Mirapex. Before taking it, I guess I was 75% my normal self. About 5 weeks after starting it I took my dose and a few hours later severe, disabling depression kicked in. I'm like this to this day.
I made the decision to start meds based on lies from the psychiatric community and have dealt with disastrous results ever since.
Based on the advice I get on this site as well as socialanxietysupport.com, I do not belong on these sites. I'm told I just need to be medicated to treat my progressing depression.
I know I don't belong in a psychiatrists office.
I don't belong in a psychiatric hospital.
I don't belong in the real world because I'm unable to reach anywhere close to thriving.So if the only advice out there to remedy my dire situation is the same BS that is spewed out by the majority of people on this site, then I conclude I belong in a grave.
I hate repeating myself over and over and over only to be told I'm just mistaken or delusional for 8 years now. I can't stand being alive.
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