As a few of you might have guessed, I have been feeling increasingly desperate about the anxiety/panic thing, especialy my ability to keep working if Nardil didnt work - i had the feeling that nardil was the last thing left for me to try and that if it didnt work, all that was left for me was suicide or a life on welfare
A friend said to me when we were talking about my sitiation on facebook "why not just take more Xanax".... and amazing as it might seem, the idea of higher dose benzos hadnt realy occured to me, i know my doctor wont be extatic about the idea, but better that if it keeps me as a productive, functioning member of society than either dead or a burned out case.
I feel as though a great weight has been lifted off of me - though I'm still going to take Nardil at 90mg/day for a good long while and see if it works a miracle for me.
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