Posted by Lou Pilder on May 27, 2013, at 10:03:01
In reply to Just trying to find the right meds for me, posted by Diana1981 on May 27, 2013, at 9:09:38
> I am just tryin to fin the right meds for me. I had my daughter 12 almost 13 months ago. Before my pregnancy however I began to show symptoms of bipolar. They were very intense during my pregnancy an even more intense after she was born. Currently I experience on and off depression and mood swings twice a day. I grow angry and obsessive thinking patterns. I also crave carbs and sugar constantly and when I take my triliptal I tend to obsess about food an eat all day long. Not good. I have tried so many meds an they make me so sleepy. I am just trying to find a way to be healthy again and stable.
D,
You wrote in your original post what could be thought that you were contemplating either to find another drug or stop drugging yourself. But now I see that you are wanting to stop the drugs that you are taking and then try to find the "right drugs". But in another vein, you say that:
[...I am just trying to find a way to be healthy *again* and be stable...]
Now that could mean:
A. you want to go back before you took the drugs when you were healthy and stable
B. the pregnancy has caused the depression and swings
C. the symptoms were there before the pregnancy and exhibited magnification during pregnancy
D. something else.
Now I don't claim to be clairvoyant, so I can't know what's ahead. But being that you bring in the childbirth and cravings, that can lend some facts that could keep you from being dead. Those facts lead me to believe that the drugs that you are taking could be the culprit. I base this on a wide-verity of knowledge concerning the chemicals in the drugs and my study of {nerve agents} of which a lot of what I need to post here is prohibited to me by Mr Hsiung. You see, the literature states that the mechanism of action of these drugs is unknown. But it is known how the chemicals can cause death in combination.
Now if you want to find the right drug, if there is one, could you not die from the attempts with drugs before you found it? Could you not get addicted along the way? And could you not then have to take the drug for the rest of your life and get tardive dyskinesia or diabetes or psychosis or destruction and loss of your sexuality and other dehumanizing life-ruining conditions from the drug? But what if you could go back to the green fields, that you used to know, where there were flowers kissed by the sun and rivers there to run, and no drug to be scared of being killed by?
Lou
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