Posted by ChicagoKat on January 6, 2013, at 14:29:23
In reply to Re: Why? » ChicagoKat, posted by Phil on January 6, 2013, at 12:07:34
> I called my only family member my brother one day and I was manic he said well wtf do you want me to do about it you're the genius on this sh*t. I hung up on him.
> I emailed him early this morning said I hadn't slept a wink...no response.
> I tried to never bring it up to anybody again because they don't care because they don't get it or even try.
> I'm cutting him off. He can f*** himself, I've heard enough.
> Support groups are the only people to go to. It's a crying shame.
> Two years later you blow your brains out(not really!)and they would say how selfish I was always there for him/her.
> It's not the disease, it's the stigma and I've written on my blog many times about it.Wow Phil, your brother sounds like a complete jerk. I don't blame you for cutting him off. That's what I'm gonna do with my Stepmom. I mean if she calls I'll try to fake it and talk about b*llsh*t, but I certainly am not going to rely on her for support ever again. What you said about other people not getting it is SOOOO f*ck*ng true. From now on all you great people here at Babble are going to be the only ones I rely on. Because you all do get it. Yep it's the stigma, and it really pisses me off that even the people that love you have the gall to say 'just snap out of it' or 'you are overreacting' or 'just stay busy'. ARRRRGGGGHHH it makes me SO frustrated and angry, and I don't need that on top of dealing with the demon!!!!!!!
Kat
Ive got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
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