Posted by Phillipa on August 29, 2012, at 19:08:05
In reply to losing streak, posted by b2chica on August 29, 2012, at 15:48:31
B2Chica I may not know you in person but I do care. I have seen how intelligent you are. And such a devoted wife and Mother. I can remember when your Husband said it was okay to have another child. As you wanted one so badly. I know also you have two sweet girls. I know you have had hubby problems for a long time. I understand the fear in leaving. I know as I feel this myself many times. I know the yelling and criticism also. I know what it's like.
You have amazed me with all that you do. Excercise, work, and caring for the girls. Hubby needs to get his own counseling. You are med compliant. True meds can't cure all.
You asked if the length of depression was worse than the depth. I think dept as that is where to me suicidal thoughts come from. But you also said that tomorrow would be better as it usually is.
I feel you need some time for you and you only. Is the hospital somewhere you feel safe and nurtured. As seems like you need some reflection time. And people to bounce thoughts off of. Don't hesitate to continue writing here. We all know each other in a manner of speaking. And I do hear you. Right now I hear your fears. I'm with you. Phillipa
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