Posted by johnLA on July 5, 2012, at 13:45:22
In reply to Re: Now for a heavily depressing post, posted by ron1953 on July 5, 2012, at 12:30:13
you guys are breaking my heart and scaring me.
i have nothing to really offer. i've been seriously depressed for over 2 years now, so i understand the hopelessness. this is my first episode.
i wish to god there were some stories of people getting better, or at least more positive posts here at babble.
i'm even more down today because the other board i'm on dealing w/the ketamine infusions has been heart-breaking too. all the people doing it are relapsing back to depression. it's like 'flowers for algernon' or 'awakenings.'
i keep hearing people can and do recover from depression. my doc tells me not to visit babble because it is 'toxic.' but, i am addicted and it it one of the few places that i feel people understand.
the way i feel today, i don't think i'm gonna make it. sorry for the drama.
but, if this is how the rest of my life is gonna be what's the point?
tired, sick and scared in LA.
john
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