Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 15, 2012, at 14:08:26
In reply to Re: Boring reality...no dopamine release » Zyprexa, posted by novelagent on June 13, 2012, at 16:44:35
My dopamine receptors are not burned out, I think your thinking of the people that use meth everyday at high levels, and look like they have deteriated their whole entire system from methamphetamine use....now the only things I posted was using methamphetamine once and while...its not frequent, and I stated various times in the posts that if you have no more dopamine left in your mind, its like hitting the accelorator in car with no oil or gasoline. I could of never said this happened, and I would of been in a better postion to not be accused of having something that I don't have. If you really read my posts, most of the time you will come across that I am frustrated that my meds will not absorb in my system, and that's the main problem im not getting any effect from them, and please keep comment of my body is too worn down to even process them....no its a digestive issue im going to have to figure out with my doctor.
if you have negative comments about a situation that you could easily make to other here that post about expiermenting with benzos and various medications to relieve them from their depressed state, I encourage you do this...its really not that pleasant for someone to complain about the grass not growing because its out in the middle of the desert....
much regards to you novelagent....theirs a similar poster that posts to my posts and is nothing but negative and condenming...emanuel98 what ever the name is...these people complain about and condenm a problem that the only solution is too have them miserable the rest of their lives....i don't choose to do this...this is why I am open to the spirit world to get support because man does not understand what I am going through....and of course your going to probly say I burned out my dopamine receptors...no...im having bad depression because of things that where already present even before substance abuse....doing things backwards, not understanding completely what instructions where....i have always had difficulty over simple things sometimes and then that is what caused me to use substances such as methamphetamine to increase my preforance and the feeling of feeling powerful....im posting right now with no influence of any kinda of substnacve besides my medications which are not absorbing correctly...which is another problem that is preventing me from getting better....I admit...this is a pretty dark place im in...body has developed immunity or tolerance to all substances but in my body exept for ingresting methamphetamine under my tongue. Now I do know about the excuse that someone is in pain, and they make a big deal saying that using herion is their relief....its not a good anology...and it sounds much like an excuse to use, and get the feeling of pleasure rather than the pain relief. Their are people on this board that post about recreactional use and they can vary well post it and get positive and people thinking its ok...and have no problem with others not disagreeing with them.
I suggest you open my book, and stop critizing my cover until you have read every page of my situations, if you still want to condenm my grass not growing in the middle of the desert...ill feel alot better to not grow until I can find a better location to grw in...like the forests in washington...meaning Its where I am in life that In need to relocate to get better results. If you still want to insult new things, then I will know you never be satisfied with who I am.
rj
I am not a scholar but I do understand distress.
Medications:
Prozac 60mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Lamictal 50mg
Clonodine .1mg X 3
Nuvigil 250mg
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