Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 7, 2012, at 23:46:33
In reply to Re: I'm back to regular thinking, posted by Phillipa on June 7, 2012, at 10:35:07
And again....was writing a long post and moved my finger to press delete a word and it delted the whole tab. Either I this computer is purposlly programeed to screw up every I do, or I just need to smash it and get a new one. I worked really hard and this computer is possessed by some spirit that plays tricks...
No i'm normal, nothing is out the ordinary...and I think when I talk about this mumble juble stuff I posted its embarrasing. But its like this....when I was a kid I would always go to who ever I was spending the night with and tell them the devil was hiding in the room...they rolled their eyes and asked me if there was anything else that was in the rooom too...so they could check and go back to bed....they checked nothing, looked at me and said you have a cool imagination, after they left he would come back. Erasing all evidence of anything that would indicate him being there...and make me look like a story book writer...
anyways, you know Its nothing new to hear critizm from people, when I was young...my family loved me vary much but they teased me for some of the wierd stuff I did, years went by....thought I would move on, but it didnt work because the new people I met on the way said the same things only in diffrent mannerims...ots like a picture getting trasported to new place people will have diffrent views but will still name the main aspects...happened with doctors, friends, most all the new connections I've met...
anyways, that's all.....i've gotta find really a new solution to this...one that's gonna work this time.
rj
I am not a scholar but I do understand distress.
Medications:
Prozac 60mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Lamictal 50mg
Clonodine .1mg X 3
Nuvigil 250mg
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