Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 7, 2012, at 1:05:59
like a normal human should be thinking... I see what I posted...and of course...it's not flattering to see em either...but all I know is during that period it was vary real. Mind changes when it has high dopamine levels and thinks bizarre things, will notice out of ordinary things, then when it leaves.. the spritual stuff will look like just a coicidence...and not a big deal.
I usally study on religion and spirit world. I am just a regular person, sometimes below average and I tend to make things a big deal when in reality their not...it just feels good for someone to hear me, or just at least aknowedge me. For a while people would make fun of me for the stupid things I did, and then my mind started to torment itself before the external world would have condemnation of me. I just want to win something in life have feeling of success, and dwelling on all this stuff that has occupied me is not going to get me there...
anyways, so the good news...well I don't know if theres any but maybe if I just pretended and act happy, it may work.
much consideration,
rj
I am not a scholar but I do understand distress.
Medications:
Prozac 60mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Lamictal 50mg
Clonodine .1mg X 3
Nuvigil 250mg
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